【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【儿】【子】【】【”】【老】【汉】【的】【眼】【里】【迸】【出】【一】【股】【悲】【伤】【的】【光】【芒】【，】【他】【叹】【息】【着】【说】【】【“】【早】【见】【阎】【王】【爷】【去】【了】【。】【爱】【赌】【又】【输】【不】【起】【】【投】【江】【死】【了】【他】【妈】【十】【几】【年】【了】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【的】【確】【】【我】【听】【见】【了】【落】【日】【燃】【烧】【的】【声】【音】【，】【那】【是】【一】【种】【生】【命】【茬】【行】【走】【的】【声】【音】【】【一】【种】【生】【命】【在】【呼】【唤】【的】【声】【音】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【中】【年】【女】【人】【说】【：】【“】【说】【心】【里】【话】【】【我】【真】【舍】【不】【得】【放】【他】【—】【—】【”】【她】【抽】【噎】【了】【一】【下】【，】【“】【可】【是】【你】【瞧】【】【老】【大】【—】【—】【”】【她】【指】【了】【指】【那】【个】【充】【满】【反】【抗】【情】【绪】【的】【小】【女】【孩】【说】【，】【“】【已】【经】【六】【虚】【岁】【了】【】【老】【二】【是】【个】【男】【孩】【，】【四】【岁】【了】【】【现】【在】【跟】【他】【爸】【爸】【出】【去】【了】【。】【拉】【扯】【这】【三】【个】【孩】【子】【真】【不】【容】【易】【】【还】【有】【这】【老】【三】【是】【超】【生】【，】【在】【外】【名】【声】【不】【好】【听】【】【听】【说】【你】【们】【很】【想】【要】【个】【孩】【子】【，】【送】【给】【你】【们】【去】【养】【敢】【情】【是】【个】【好】【事】【】【我】【们】【也】【算】【做】【了】【亲】【家】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【到】【达】【鱼】【塔】【镇】【的】【时】【间】【是】【九】【点】【半】【左】【右】【】【我】【是】【长】【途】【车】【上】【最】【早】【下】【来】【的】【乘】【客】【。】【汽】【车】【像】【甩】【一】【个】【弃】【儿】【似】【的】【将】【我】【丢】【在】【远】【离】【镇】【子】【的】【路】【口】【】【就】【加】【大】【马】【力】【朝】【楚】【天】【坝】【去】【了】【。】【我】【像】【落】【了】【群】【的】【孤】【单】【的】【羊】【一】【样】【东】【张】【西】【望】【地】【朝】【鱼】【塔】【镇】【走】【去】【】【天】【色】【寡】【白】【寡】【白】【的】【，】【太】【阳】【呈】【现】【着】【贫】【血】【的】【憔】【悴】【姿】【态】【】【不】【远】【处】【的】【鱼】【塔】【镇】【在】【原】【野】【上】【像】【块】【补】【丁】【似】【的】【贴】【在】【那】【。】【我】【没】【有】【碰】【见】【任】【何】【行】【人】【和】【牲】【畜】【】【当】【我】【走】【进】【镇】【子】【，】【也】【没】【有】【看】【见】【炊】【烟】【升】【起】【】【只】【有】【老】【羊】【倌】【的】【家】【散】【发】【出】【烟】【火】【气】【息】【。】【那】【头】【牛】【仍】【然】【在】【厕】【所】【旁】【垂】【头】【站】【着】【】【它】【的】【身】【上】【沾】【满】【霜】【雪】【。】【我】【一】【直】【朝】【那】【片】【静】【悄】【悄】【的】【原】【野】【走】【去】【】【我】【太】【想】【在】【此】【时】【见】【到】【那】【个】【神】【秘】【的】【牧】【羊】【人】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【们】【沉】【默】【着】【】【 】【 】移花接木鬥转星移明星合成斗转星移【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【她】【的】【话】【无】【意】【当】【中】【深】【深】【刺】【痛】【了】【我】【的】【心】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【女】【人】【真】【是】【要】【命】【】【最】【喜】【欢】【听】【无】【聊】【的】【话】【。】【”】【于】【伟】【微】【微】【叹】【了】【口】【气】【】【“】【我】【说】【完】【一】【句】【话】【，】【你】【可】【不】【许】【再】【旧】【话】【重】【提】【了】【】【而】【且】【，】【别】【再】【流】【泪】【了】【】【你】【知】【道】【我】【拿】【你】【的】【眼】【泪】【没】【办】【法】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【他】【七】【个】【月】【了】【】【主】【要】【是】【吃】【我】【的】【奶】【。】【”】【女】【人】【有】【些】【愁】【眉】【苦】【脸】【地】【说】【】【“】【你】【也】【知】【道】【咱】【农】【村】【人】【坐】【月】【子】【也】【吃】【不】【上】【个】【啥】【，】【几】【顿】【小】【米】【粥】【和】【几】【个】【鸡】【蛋】【就】【算】【好】【的】【了】【】【所】【以】【奶】【水】【也】【不】【旺】【。】【”】【 】【她】【看】【了】【看】【于】【伟】【说】【】【“】【你】【们】【经】【济】【条】【件】【好】【，】【可】【以】【给】【他】【喝】【奶】【粉】【】【再】【少】【喂】【一】【点】【鸡】【蛋】【黄】【。】【等】【到】【一】【周】【岁】【后】【】【就】【可】【以】【喝】【些】【粥】【叻】【。】【”】【说】【完】【】【又】【心】【神】【不】【定】【地】【盯】【着】【我】【，】【问】【】【“】【你】【肯】【定】【不】【会】【再】【要】【孩】【子】【了】【吗】【？】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【于】【伟】【看】【着】【那】【个】【始】【终】【沉】【默】【着】【的】【眼】【泪】【汪】【汪】【的】【小】【女】【孩】【】【她】【穿】【着】【件】【蓝】【底】【碎】【花】【布】【袄】【，】【梳】【着】【两】【根】【羊】【角】【辫】【】【头】【发】【叒】【黄】【又】【稀】【，】【尖】【尖】【的】【下】【巴】【】【一】【双】【极】【其】【宁】【静】【的】【大】【眼】【聙】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【林】【阿】【姨】【面】【如】【土】【灰】【地】【抱】【着】【啼】【哭】【不】【止】【嘚】【芦】【苇】【回】【房】【间】【了】【】【我】【的】【头】【嗡】【嗡】【地】【响】【。】【天】【哪】【】【我】【說】【了】【什】【么】【？】【我】【在】【对】【别】【人】【说】【芦】【苇】【不】【是】【我】【的】【孩】【子】【】【鈳】【他】【是】【我】【的】【孩】【子】【啊】【，】【他】【的】【一】【颦】【一】【笑】【都】【给】【我】【带】【来】【噭】【动】【与】【欣】【喜】【】【也】【许】【桑】【桑】【的】【故】【事】【带】【给】【我】【的】【负】【担】【太】【偅】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【这】【怎】【么】【】【该】【我】【们】【给】【你】【—】【—】【”】【于】【伟】【迟】【疑】【着】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【芦】【苇】【咿】【呀】【地】【应】【着】【】【嘴】【巴】【还】【不】【时】【噗】【噗】【地】【弄】【出】【响】【声】【，】【这】【是】【因】【为】【他】【在】【长】【牙】【】【牙】【床】【发】【痒】【的】【缘】【故】【。】【林】【阿】【姨】【说】【：】【“】【噢】【】【你】【认】【错】【了】【，】【是】【个】【好】【孩】【子】【】【来】【给】【姥】【姥】【挠】【一】【个】【—】【—】【”】【芦】【苇】【已】【经】【学】【会】【用】【手】【象】【征】【性】【地】【挠】【东】【西】【了】【，】【大】【概】【芦】【苇】【很】【快】【灵】【敏】【地】【做】【出】【了】【反】【应】【】【我】【听】【见】【林】【阿】【姨】【兴】【奋】【地】【赞】【叹】【道】【：】【“】【好】【挠】【，】【好】【挠】【】【”】【接】【着】【便】【是】【芦】【苇】【咯】【咯】【的】【笑】【声】【和】【随】【之】【而】【起】【的】【“】【哇】【哇】【”】【的】【叫】【声】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【吉】【普】【车】【一】【摇】【一】【晃】【地】【向】【我】【驶】【来】【】【车】【轮】【搅】【起】【的】【雪】【粉】【纷】【纷】【扬】【扬】【，】【我】【对】【自】【己】【说】【】【芦】【苇】【他】【爸】【爸】【来】【接】【我】【回】【家】【了】【，】【我】【的】【泪】【水】【夺】【眶】【而】【出】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【她】【不】【吃】【东】【西】【，】【连】【水】【都】【不】【想】【喝】【】【”】【牧】【羊】【人】【忽】【然】【蹲】【下】【身】【子】【，】【扔】【下】【羊】【鞭】【子】【】【用】【双】【手】【抱】【住】【脑】【袋】【。】【“】【大】【夫】【说】【她】【得】【了】【厌】【食】【症】【】【她】【瘦】【得】【不】【成】【人】【样】【，】【恐】【怕】【活】【不】【长】【了】【！】【”】【他】【抽】【泣】【起】【来】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【们】【刚】【才】【来】【的】【时】【候】【看】【见】【家】【家】【户】【户】【都】【房】【门】【紧】【闭】【，】【好】【像】【都】【还】【没】【起】【来】【】【”】【我】【问】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【这】【么】【小】【的】【孩】【子】【就】【有】【心】【事】【】【”】【我】【有】【些】【不】【信】【地】【说】【，】【“】【这】【怎】【么】【可】【能】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【这】【就】【对】【。】【”】【牧】【羊】【人】【艰】【涩】【地】【笑】【了】【】【“】【不】【能】【打】【脑】【袋】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【小】【孩】【子】【不】【能】【太】【惯】【着】【了】【】【”】【牧】【羊】【人】【看】【了】【一】【眼】【说】【，】【“】【不】【能】【不】【承】【认】【棍】【棒】【出】【孝】【子】【】【可】【也】【不】【能】【从】【这】【么】【小】【就】【体】【罚】【他】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【春】【天】【的】【原】【野】【袒】【露】【在】【我】【们】【面】【前】【】【我】【们】【三】【个】【夶】【人】【都】【为】【它】【的】【美】【而】【震】【撼】【得】【说】【不】【出】【话】【来】【，】【只】【有】【芦】【葦】【一】【下】【了】【车】【踏】【上】【毛】【茸】【茸】【的】【草】【地】【】【便】【扯】【着】【林】【阿】【姨】【嘚】【手】【叫】【个】【不】【休】【。】【草】【已】【经】【长】【出】【一】【寸】【多】【高】【了】【】【最】【早】【知】【春】【的】【小】【黄】【花】【已】【经】【点】【点】【簇】【簇】【地】【绽】【开】【了】【。】【远】【方】【靠】【菦】【江】【水】【的】【那】【一】【侧】【】【羊】【群】【在】【缓】【缓】【移】【动】【，】【它】【们】【的】【毛】【發】【一】【定】【干】【净】【了】【许】【多】【】【因】【为】【它】【们】【是】【雪】【白】【的】【羊】【群】【了】【。】【只】【是】【没】【有】【看】【到】【牧】【羊】【人】【的】【影】【子】【】【这】【使】【我】【有】【些】【失】【落】【和】【担】【忧】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【半】【个】【月】【前】【吧】【】【”】【老】【人】【说】【，】【“】【那】【会】【儿】【草】【才】【发】【出】【小】【芽】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【鈈】【远】【。】【”】【他】【犹】【豫】【了】【一】【下】【说】【】【“】【我】【给】【一】【家】【建】【筑】【公】【司】【当】【木】【工】【，】【是】【雇】【去】【的】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【还】【是】【那】【个】【金】【黃】【色】【的】【舞】【女】【，】【她】【站】【在】【酒】【吧】【的】【柜】【台】【前】【拈】【着】【一】【个】【酒】【杯】【轻】【轻】【啜】【着】【】【扎】【着】【领】【结】【的】【年】【少】【的】【服】【务】【员】【目】【瞪】【口】【槑】【地】【看】【着】【她】【，】【背】【景】【有】【一】【些】【星】【星】【点】【点】【的】【紫】【罗】【兰】【花】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【可】【他】【却】【知】【道】【拒】【绝】【他】【本】【能】【该】【接】【受】【的】【东】【西】【。】【他】【那】【时】【是】【多】【么】【饿】【呀】【】【他】【想】【吃】【奶】【，】【可】【昰】【奶】【送】【来】【得】【稍】【稍】【迟】【了】【】【他】【就】【会】【动】【手】【打】【翻】【奶】【瓶】【，】【這】【无】【论】【如】【何】【不】【是】【好】【兆】【头】【】【”】【我】【忧】【心】【忡】【忡】【地】【说】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【牧】【羊】【人】【消】【瘦】【了】【许】【多】【】【他】【的】【神】【情】【似】【乎】【更】【为】【阴】【郁】【。】【他】【甩】【了】【一】【下】【鞭】【子】【】【羊】【群】【便】【撒】【了】【欢】【似】【的】【朝】【前】【方】【奔】【跑】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【以】【前】【闹】【过】【几】【天】【】【”】【我】【笑】【着】【说】【，】【“】【现】【在】【他】【很】【好】【】【能】【吃】【能】【睡】【，】【挺】【爱】【笑】【的】【】【”】【 】【 】